One more thing

I forgot to add that I'm suspecting that I have some kind of desire to sabotage my prospects for romance. I want to fall in love. I really do. But any time I meet a guy, he's too short, he doesn't have a good enough job, he smokes, he drinks too much, he looks funny, he lives to far away... or some other random excuse.

I met a guy recently who wasn't my type. When my dad asked, "What is your type?" he was making a point that I don't like anyone I meet. So what is it? Am I afraid of something? Am I too picky?